Wednesday, August 27, 2003
feeling real confused nw. all i noe is dat i miss you terribly. im nort sure even to why i decided to do wad i did. but well its one of my biggest regret.was jez tinking abt it afta toking to you. met you online and sumhw started chatting. teling u abt my dae, watched tale of 2 sisters. sumhw started toking abt missing u alot.
wheneva im on the bus, i tink of our rides together.
in the cab, i also tink of the times we had together in the cab.
and esp in plaza sing. jez went dere. missed watching movies wif u. -scary ones
the xmas eve i spent at ur haus.the dreams of gg dere soon again.
and dat dae i jez mentioned to [ree] dat i missed eating long john's wif u. its so different.
i'll alwis rmb ur order. grilled fish platter wif fries or rice..
u trying to make me eat the fish cos ih has skin on it and me refusing it.
*sighs* things dat make me regret is dat all our plans we had at the end of yr were dashed.
jez cos of one decision we bth agree on.
i regret it. reallie.
all the times we had..
all the troubles and obstacles we had gone thru.
jez gone like dat. ):
nw my heart hurts terribly and weighs a ton.everytime it rains i tink of u.of hw much u love the weather.i had gotten to appreciate it more nw.in class i dream abt u.and when i told my fwen wad happened.tears welled up in my eyes as i tot of wad had happened.i miss u so much/ this is the first time i've missed sumone so much in my whole 15 yrs.
i hope to spend my berfdae wif u.
to see u again.
to hear ur voice again.
i wan u to noe dat i'll alwis miss u and dat u'll haf a special place in my heart no matter wad.
i'll alwis care and worry abt u. all this cos.. i still LOVE U.
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