Sunday, April 11, 2004
something must be wrong with me
with all this hurt inside,
always bursting with anger,
and never any pride.
something must be wrong with me
if all I do is cry,
I can't stop this pain
all I want to do is die.
something must be wrong with me
if my emotions run wild,
all this confusion does
is make me feel like a lost child.
something must be wrong with me
with all these terrible things,
always there and never gone
depression is what it brings.
something must be wrong with me
if I can't stop these thoughts,
all this pain does
is turn my stomach in knots.
something is truly wrong with me
when I think there's only one way out,
"Let this pain end,"
is all my heart will shout
-i wan this pain to end too.its killing me.
my heart has just broken into a million pieces.
ive been hurt jus too many times.ouch.
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im lost in this sickening world.
where guys are insensitive and horibbling
fickle minded creatures.
- sighs - being a relationship sucks.
cos their's such a thing called a [break-up]
but glad to noe not all guys are like dat.
sum nice enuf to be a listenin ear.
to cheer me up and all. but most imptly...
there are GIRLS.
-hugs nana and mich- thanks for listenin
to me sob over the fone this mrng.
and to nana for rushin over to my place.
to cheer me up and bring me grapes! (:
they were lovely.yeahs.not in a gd mood.
eyes puffy and gross.bleahs.i need make-up!
-smirks- jus kidding.toodles.
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