Thursday, February 24, 2005
my shopping trip today:fruitful ? i guess so. it was not bad.
bought:
* a mango clutch purse
* a set of
something from women's secret.
*
his present ! ((:
* a racer back top frm fourskin.
to prince STITCH:i got u a present.
its urm ur late xmas prez !
u insisted on me not buying it.
but i wanted to get this for u in case u haf to leave for UWC b4 ur bday arrives.
so merry xmas to u dearr ! (:
i'll pop by ur place to let u try it on.
ive ONLY 7 days to get it changed.
-winks.
hope u LOVE it.
bet u will.
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A great philosopher once asked, " what is love, anyway ?" His name was Howard Jones, and a wise man was he.
I've been in a few relationships, i've felt the full range of emotions from joy, exhilaration and ecstasy to rage, frustration and incredible sadness. I've kissed and made up, and ive worjed the cruel dumpster. i've bent over backwards, and ive demanded unfair mileage. ive pleased. ive exasperated. ive loved. and i still get hurt by every small thing that comes my way in our relationship.
just yesterday, the 'green' monster came out of me. it made me foul tempered, throw a tantrum and in the end making me break down in tears of rage. its the first time i actually got jealous of my bf and his mere girl classmate. and the thing that hurt me was that he was so insensitive abt it. he knew what was going on inside me and didnt do anything. but what could he have done ? come over and made me talk when i was fuming inside ardy ? i wldnt have talked. i didnt know what to expect of him. but the least he cld do was try to do something. at some pt, it was his fault. but honestly, what cld he have done. -frowns. i felt bad throwing a tantrum. it was so unlike me. but i felt SO bad inside, i wanted to let things out and show how i felt. i dun like being ignored and neglected. but it was so rude of me to do so. oh bothers.
at least im glad that's over.
but sumhow i dun feel relieved.
i dun get much of a sense of security with him surrounded constantly by pretty girls.
im paranoid.
am i ? or is it normal.
this may sound negative abt love but here goes:- there's no guarantee in 'forever'. People and situations change.
- [love will keep us alive, love will keep us together, love is all we need] : its total bullshit sometimes. relationships takes time and effort. but well, for a start. love is impt too. no love no talk am i right ? ((:
- its a dangerous thing to be lonely. i hate being lonely mans. reallie.
- its not enough to love somebody- you have to be
loved in return too.
in conclusion, we love because we can, because we want to, because we do. sometimes it enriches us, someimes it damages us. sometimes it's da bomb, sometimes it's a bitch. point is, love is like life- it happens.
another great philosopher said it best: " love is love, there's nothing u can do." -boy george.
::
A great philosopher once asked, " what is love, anyway ?" His name was Howard Jones, and a wise man was he.
I've been in a few relationships, i've felt the full range of emotions from joy, exhilaration and ecstasy to rage, frustration and incredible sadness. I've kissed and made up, and ive worjed the cruel dumpster. i've bent over backwards, and ive demanded unfair mileage. ive pleased. ive exasperated. ive loved. and i still get hurt by every small thing that comes my way in our relationship.
just yesterday, the
'green' monster came out of me. it made me foul tempered, throw a tantrum and in the end making me break down in tears of rage. its the first time i actually got jealous over a girl. and the thing that hurt me was that he was so insensitive abt it. he knew what was going on inside me and didnt do anything. but what could he have done ? come over and made me talk when i was fuming inside ardy ? i wldnt have talked. i didnt know what to expect of him. but the least he cld do was try to do something. at some pt, it was his fault. but honestly, what cld he have done. -frowns. i felt bad throwing a tantrum. it was so unlike me. but i felt SO bad inside, i wanted to let things out and show how i felt. i dun like being ignored and neglected. but it was so rude of me to do so. oh bothers.
at least im glad that's over.
but sumhow i dun feel relieved.
i dun get much of a sense of security with him surrounded constantly by pretty girls.
im paranoid.
am i ? or is it normal.
this may sound negative abt love but here goes:- there's no guarantee in 'forever'. People and situations change.
- [love will keep us alive, love will keep us together, love is all we need] : its total bullshit sometimes. relationships takes time and effort. but well, for a start. love is impt too. no love no talk am i right ? ((:
- its a dangerous thing to be lonely. i hate being lonely mans. reallie.
- its not enough to love somebody- you have to be
loved in return too.
in conclusion, we love because we can, because we want to, because we do.
sometimes it enriches us, someimes it damages us.
sometimes it's da bomb, sometimes it's a bitch.
point is, love is like life- it happens.
another great philosopher said it best: " love is love, there's nothing u can do." -boy george.
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