Monday, March 07, 2005
i realise i only blog when im sad mostly.
-sighhhhss.
so obviously this means im sad.
today went pretty well in fact.
last nite i was on cloud 9 msgin
someone.
-beammmmsss.
this mrng i gave jevon a condom.
a HUGE one in fact.
so happy..
his reaction was PRICELESS.
until thaddeus came along..
he shouted 'what the hell is that!'
and flung the condom on the flooor.
gdness.. -shakes head.
zirui was like 'eh jevon, i didnt know u were so big'
now.. zirui is one naughty boy.
he knows how a porn star looks like ! ((:
-smirkks.
wells, back to my sad story.
even though that was the highlight of my day,
on my way home..
i was on the 165 route.
the first thing that came to mind: him.
everything points to him.
the things lying arnd my house;
the acjc shirts;
the badge;
all guys wearing the all blacks shirt;
rugby;
prata house at thomson;
ice cube in gardens;
chomp chomp;
the song frm phantom of the opera;
the swimming pool at my place;
the sauna/gym/steam rm;
the way u look tonight by rod steward;
holland v;
even the rain !
-sighhhs..
im so haunted by our past.
its killing me..
im desperately tryin to move on.
but everything's jus hindering my path.
i want things back the way they were.
'so much for my happy ending'
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