Tuesday, June 14, 2005
another departure another visit to my most hated place in sinagpore.
changi airport.it reallie is !
-sulks and pouts.
i hate saying goodbyes.
esp at the airport. ):
another one of my friend is leaving..
this time is a really unexpected departure.
michelle tang ! ):
a simple conversation became one full of sadness in like 5 secs !
it started off with me and tiff.
tiff: are you going to send michie off
me: where's she going ?! -gasp
tiff: AUSTRALIA !
me: what ? like forever ?
tiff: immigrating. yeah. forever.
me: OH MY GOSH.
me: i didnt noe !
me: as in my michie !?
tiff: huh. oh yes. like OUR michie.
-sighs.
the rest of the conversation was filled with OH MY GOSH-es.
well, just received a msg frm michie apologizing for not telling me she was leaving.
and my tears just welled up.
i cant believe im crying over a msg.
just seeing her name in my inbox and her calling me dear like how she alwis does is killing me. i dun wan michie to leave.
at least not THIS thurs.
im not ready for it.
michie and i were table partners.
we were goggle girls.
we were in the same half of the class.
i tried her tuna cheese sumthing.
we studied together.
she helped me pass math.
she was our math queen.
michie was the girl with pretty eyes.
long lashes and all.
michie was the girl with the most hugs.
and hugs which made me feel loved.
and suddenly she's leaving us.
she's leavin S4L'04.
for good. forever.
even though we may communicate via like email and stuff.. online...
it'll never be the same.
we wont be able to have a proper reunion.
and we didnt exactly even HAVE one !
now thats the worst part of it all.
im sure gonna miss michie and her sunshine smiles.
her warm hugs.
her retarded email.
funnybluetoons !? ):
but oh wells...
' in the sweetness of friendship let there be laughter, and sharing of pleasures."
- kahil gibran.
we had it all... at least, wadeva we had is worthwhile.
and wadeva we will have..
will make it more worthwhile.
i love you michie.and i'll miss you.
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random-ness just two days at home and it's driving me nuts.
my mummy nagging constantly asking me to pack up my rm, get stuff for her, do this and that.
-growls and pulls hair.
SUCH a pain.
i reallie need to get out ! ):
and meet up with old pals.
so ive devised a GREAT plan.
that i shud meet up with my gfs and stardee in the wonderful ST NICKS canteen.
YAYS ! isnt that like the ULTIMATE plan ?
i miss S4L so much !
i miss mugging in the canteen with jaycue, dora and ree ( even tho she's alwis late )
well, and im going msia on friday !?
that disgusting place.. -moans.
wasting my precious time.
means, that.. only sab and karina's left in singapore !
anyhow, quite a fruitful day.
literally.
fruitful.eat like 2 apples and a pear for snack.
thats FRUITY !
oh.. and i drank fruit juice too.
woah...
and and and..
i went to work out in the gym.
ran on the treadmill for half an hr.
did 100 sit ups.
den, spent half an hr in the sauna with my dearest sister, trini.
bitching to her abt stuff.
sharing the juiciest gossips in church.
and analyzin her latest (first) squeeze. hehe.
-giggles.
such girl talk.
but i like it. (:
ok, onto central problems of economics and then maybe one chapt of history. bleahs.
i hate mugging for exams i swear.
i can see the Es piling up in front of me in a mth to come. DAM.
anywae karina ! hows ur herpes ?
and tanny.. ur uncle's, urm cousin's place ?
mich and sarah ! hows hk ?
and sab ahs.. hows BIOLOGY ! advance biology. -grinnns.
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