Saturday, August 20, 2005
vjc friends i love
charis, andrew, sherry, min, jean, andrea and mel frm 05a53 !
charis: for being such a bimboe with me and stuff. (: and constantly into shopping with me and stuff. heels ! holland v ! food ! chocos ! -beammmss. love u sweets. ure like the swtest thing lahs. alwis so polite and crazy. and anti indian food stall auntie. and a slacker like me. ure super cheap thrilled as well, alwis jumping abt when i tell u abt me and jon. so funny lahs u. cartoon more like it. but hey, u certainly brighten up my life everyday. a day in sch w/o u is such a bore i swear. see ure so IMPORTANT in my vjc sch life. lols. -mwa.
andrew: for letting me bully you like free and not get offended. i felt awful that day, forcing u to go holland with me and all. ): sorry mans. felt SO bad i swear.. realie. anyhow, glad we cleared the air and stuff. and well, even though u left the slackers clique (which has been reduced to only me and charis), i still love you dear. lols. and oh ya ! for being so swt as to put back all our plates during breaks ! -smiles. take care of ur weak ankle k dear.
sherry: for suaning me constantly, i cant blif u wld gang up with dex agst me. u sillie dear daniel. hmpfs. -pokes. suaning me abt my thunderous everything. -pokes. but oh wells, thanks for being a great friend so far dear. -hugs.
min: for being oh-so-enthu abt rugby with me and ac.. lols. oh wells, and who can forget ur laughter and ur 'fairness'. thanks for being a joy in my life so far dearr. and being the best mugging model in class. and a great salsa dancer too. -winks.
jean: for alwis laughing at me when i act cute or be retarded or random. lols. and being such a sleep-aholic like me in class. so i dun feel left out. LOL ! oh wells, uve been a great gf too man dearr. (: nice to hang out with and stuff. and u DO look like barbie doll in that neoprint siahs. so freaky.. but hey, means ure pretty ! -winks.
andrea: for being the rebel SC. lols. and hanging out wit me during the LONG math breaks. if not i wld be so.... lonely... hahs. oh wells, ure like one cool babe mans. with ur choco buffets and stuff. and ur ripcurl wallets. hahs. great to find more pp like me.. -winks. slacker-ish and not so into hitting the books and stuff. the more the merrier yes ? hahs.
mel: the first girl i clicked reallie well with in vjc, the moment we met each other we totally became great friends. thanks for listening to my shit in sch man mel. and for being there for me whenever i need u to. and waiting for me while i get my stuff and all. and of cos, going toilet with me ! lols. love u SO much dear. uve a confirm place in my heart alwis. -hugs.
and
samuel and
jon too of cos.
samuel: for being a great friend to jon and being such a great guy to hang out with. u make things normal arnd vjc by ur constant swearing of bad words. i mean, seriously, no one uses bad words in vj. its just weird aint it. lols. -hugs. thanks for being a great friend dear.
jon my darlingg. (: -smiles. for being there for me all the time. i mean, even though we haven been tgt for long, uve been there for me much more than ive been there for u. considering ive more shit to bear. bleahs. seeing the countless tchers in sch, the vp, hod and stuff. and well, seeing bert and all. so glad u were there for me that day dear. loveyou so much dear. -mwa. <3
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reminisce went holland v yesterday with andrew, samuel, charis and jon.
i was overwhelmed by memories of me & bert.
the oh too familiar 165 route which i took to his place almost everyday in the past haunted me as i sat and watched the familiar sights flashed by.
our trips to holland v and our times there reallie clung to me and made me think back.
walked arnd with the gang and was practically smelling every perfume in SASA.
den made our way to my fav shop there.
antipodean. (at least i tink its spelt this way. -shrugs. hahs. )
slacked at the furniture level (3rd floor) where me and bert seeked refuge once during a thunderstorm. was exploring arnd when jon made a mental note saying that he will definitely redecorate his rm with stuff frm here. and im so gna help him ! (:
later me and jon left the rest first to head to bert's house to collect my stuff.
when i reached the bus stop, i suddenly saw myself sitting at the bus stop swinging my legs while waiting for bert to come pick me up in the past.
walkin the same route to his place, past the mailbox, and into the lift.
reaching the 11th floor, the view was breathtaking, the same as before, and memories of me looking at the night view frm there overwhelmed me.
i bravely made my way up to his house, the shoe racks, the shoes, and the door brought back many memories.
the maid opened the door and seeing her face made things worse.
to top it off, bert came hoping to the door with his knee injury and handed me my p1 library card and asked if he had anymore stuff of mine.
we walked to his room.
his room brought the most of the painful memories back.
the tatami bed, the messiness, the rugby posters and stuff, doggie..
i took my cushion and quickly left the room.
left in a hurry not to keep jon waiting.
went to the lift lobby and broke into tears.
bert made me happy and yet he hurt me.
i was going through such an emotional rollarcoaster that i had to cry to let things off my chest.
at least jon was there for me.
to hold me tight while i cried.
i never knew he would make me shed tears over him after such a long time.
at least i overcame my fear of going back to that side of singapore.
i feel so much better right now.
with jon in my life.
and great friends frm vj. ((:
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